Wednesday, May 21
Right now ...... in school....
doing presentation. GOing to china wonder wad to bring.... there's sooo much to pack.
Especially clothes.
if i pack my clothes now ...there would be no more clothes for me for the remaining days before i go china...
haizzzz
and i only wear 1 uniform which i washed everyday....
OK....i did'nt wash it ....my maid.
sooo now there's 4-5 days that need us to wear uniform!
wad am i gonna do?
can't wear t-shirt?? its probly more comfortable ......
hmmmmm.........
i realy hope that its gonna be fun....
that way the 11 days might seem short...i'm gonna bring my notebook or diary or wadever to write each day...and must really take nice pics or else...
i'll update the daily events here....
~*~diana~*~
Tuesday, May 20
today....i want to talk about my past.
last time i used to be in a much bigger shape then i am today.....
luckily i probably realised that i have to do something.....
especially after enduring all those teases and bullies.....
i thought i was strong but in the end i end up crying every night just by thinking about the incidents.....
people in this world always act irrational....
during those nights i kept thinking what will happen to me when i grow up...
and how will i look like...
These thoughts gave me the determination to change and try my best....
i want to show all of them that they will regret one day! they surely will!......
now......
i've changed A LOT..... but there's still a long way to go....
i also got my inspiration from my mother.....
she was once fatter then me.....
i think she even suffered more then me.....
at that time she was in secondary school.....
when she started working, she did a hard work to slim down....
it took a very long time........
but she saw changes in herself.....
she's more active and lifelier.....
She changed soooooooooo...... much until her old friends can't recognise her....
AND THEY EVEN ASKED FOR AN 'I.C'.....to confirmired that its her.....
when i heard this story....i kindda feel touched....
i decided to be like my mother who desired something and finally achieved it.......
u noe wad?
she actually lost '55'kg!!!!!
shocking huh?
finaly she got marrired to my father.....
but..............
when she gave birth to me.....
she did'nt lose the baby weight and gained more.....
L.O.L......
too bad....but of course i wanna maintain.....
i've lost 30kg already since sec 1.....
IMAGINE WAD I'LL BE LIKE IN 2 YEARS TIME!!!!!!!!
W.O.W!!!!!!
Hehe.........
i guess thats all for today!!
T.AT.A! =D
~*~diana~*~
Labels: good, losing weight
Sunday, May 18
we're going to china.....we're going to china.....we're going to china!
I'm very happy that i can make it to china! there's lots of things 2 do there. i bet.
we're going to get busy......however my mum don't feel good about me going to china especially after the earthquake. i pity those whose family member had become victims of the earthquake.
its a sad story. My mum being very worried told me not to go.
confused and disappointed, i didn't answer her and kept quiet. But now....i guess she allow me to go but it will make her very sad. she kept telling me so many times.
her b'day is on the 6th of June, the day before i arrive back in Singapore.
She told me that she's not going to celebrate until i come back. Hearing her say that kindda make me feel happy. Just a little bit. I don't wanna miss the celebration rite! =)
About going to china.......i really don't know what to bring. hmmmm.....
11 days of clothes to pack is quite a lot. i think there would'nt be any clothes left in my closet.
ok...mayb there will.I need to borrow my sis clothes. haizzz.
ohyaa! there is this performance that we have to do. I'm participating in a skit. we've done a rehearse and it was kindda funny. Wonder how to improve acting as a blind old lady.
lol. =D
This trip will be memorable indeed! i really can't wait! i wanna buy a white jacket over there...
am i going to miss my parents?? of couse! but i know they'll be fine. i'm probably more worried about my CAT! she's nvr been away from me that long. L.O.L.
CHINA HERE WE COME!!!!!
here's the blog.....http://evgiansinchina.blogspot.com