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I know i shouldn't be saying this and i'm not trying to be emo... but somehow i just feel that my father disagrees with me... i'm not sure... its just that he's not close to me
I have this feeling its like when you know someone dreaded being near you for some reason.. i just have that same feeling but he's my father
whya am i feeling this? some kind of teenage hormone thing? A stage young adults usually face? or just my undeniable thoughts....
but i KNOW i should not be feeling this way he gave me everything i want i am one of those fortunate daughters he supports me...sometimes... all the time i guess....
can physical belongings be compared to true love a father daughter relationship? heck... i dunno waht i'm typing i just hope this feeling would fade away its just not natural to not communicate just because of this stupid feeling
is it jealousy? towards my sisters? because they spend so much time with my father? because they need more attention then me?
or maybe i'm just looking for my ather's attention somehow i think i'm becoming like a spoilt brat who can't take on any challenges and when they come i'll jus break apart because i've never feel out of my comfort zone before
there'll always be a safe place for me to hide like my room wif the air-con and how did this air-con fixed? because of my father who tried his best to get it fixed even tho it took him several years and i have a keyboard... a new bed.... my first laptop... new paint for my room... almost everything want they're all here i can't deny that....
truly i am very blessed thats just the reason why i'll fall apart for such small problems
and this time its not even a problem its just this feeling i have... i can't believe i'm going emo sooo easily these days i even cried while watching one piece. both the sad and the happy parts...
I know i shouldn't be saying this
